Stressed out.
To be sincere is very difficult. 'The real sincerity' without expecting anything it's very difficult. I've been trying to sincere, but in my heart still expect it too much. I feel like crying. I'm feeling down. I'm still afraid to realize and face the reality. I can't tell this to anyone. Ya Allah...
I need 'spirit' more than words. I realized it's all my fault, and now I'm just expecting Allah to grant such a miracle. And when it comes not for me, I have to be more sincere, receive what I deserve. I hope I can be stronger than now.
Just like my father said... "Yang penting kamu sudah berusaha yang terbaik."
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